Whispers

You'll never hear I'm sorry
They'll never understand
They won't believe you anyway

It's all to much, you're too much

Doubts
Whispers

They say to just let it go -
It's in the past
Forgive and forget

They're not inside my head
They don't know how I hear it in everything I do 
They don't experience the all too real nightmares
They don't hear me screaming and crying before I'm even awake
They don't know the constant fear
They weren't there
They are not remembering, always remembering
They don't understand how hard it is to live and how freeing it would be to die